71st day, Annual Saturn Retrograde 2013, 29th April, Monday. Just
crossed days 4 and 5 of 7 days of 100 %, Max, (4’ 33”), Saturn Retro velocity
of 2013!! Writing from Guwahati, hometown. First time, I’ve reached home during
100% Max Retro. This Retrograde has seen SO much landscape/ time change, its
not funny. My friends’ Bublee and Subhash, also had their baby daughter, while
I was travelling. Bublee SMSd to say, her water broke, even as i reached
railway platform and set out. Disconnected from all networks. This journey was
a travel through time/ space.
Feeling So groggy, after two days of
winding journey. Saturday, 27th April was FULL Rupture as I realized
that next days ticket was at morning 9:30 am, and not evening 9:30 pm, like I had
presupposed. Suddenly my wife went into spasmodic overdrive, as there was a lot
of things to be completed. The sudden rupture, completely corroborated to the +100.4 % Spike in retro Velocity!! The
whole day went by, in a maddening blur. Displacement, chaotic upheaval was the
order of the day. Suddenly I felt like being uprooted, from ground earth.
Sunday, 28th April, as I woke groggily and later reached platform of
New Delhi station, m friend Bublee SMSd from London, that her water broke, and
she was rushed to hospital. I would be disconnected in my travels and miss her
birth event. I sat in the berth, facing backwards, as the journey homewards
felt like a Rewind/ Re-lapse/ Regress! I sat, watching landscapes, geography,
move backwards. I wrote down some notes hastily and haphazardly in my looong
journey. I shall try to put down some of them, even though, now I’m home and
DOG tired/ exasperated after this long OVER- extended journey of about 34
hours!
On the journey, met a veteran old
jyotish/ astrologer from Fancy bazaar, travelling homewards. Whose clients were
old “purana papis” (English equivalent of “old reptiles”) of Assam. The backwater
alligators of political hierarchy, the swamp creatures, seasoned anacondas. He was
a veteran player, sitting in hardcore Fancy Bazaar, hard core, but yet, relatively
unknown. I recalled my days in 2005 and earlier. I used to spend a lot of time
, in Fancy bazaar, in friend Prasantas gemstone shop. My beginnings of
astrology. Later, when I married and transferred Delhi, DURING Retrograde, I had
left a lot of incomplete inner baggage, in the backwaters of Fancy Bazaar. Now
which manifested themselves at 100.4+ % Retro Max, 2013.
5 days of the Seven days Plateau of
100 % Max Retro, was over. Yet, two more
days, remaining. Even, though I had had UNDERGONE so much change, so much
rupture in the last two days. Sitting cramped in 3AC, in my bunker. In an
overextended, over delayed journey. Having so much time at hand, and having
such an overactive imagination. Throughout the entire journey, I was brooding
and Resurrecting Old nightmares and fears. Endlessly and relentlessly drowning
in timeless apprehensions and anxieties. I was undergoing an un-becoming, a
true regression. A relapse into the older order of things. I would like recollect my favourite analogy of Retrograde, especially from retro 2009. Wherein, in Aliens -2, Ripley returns to the planet of Alien horrors to face the seed of her nightmares. Thus during peak/ Max 100.4% +, my homecoming journey FELT more of a journey into my own Karmic demons, than anything else!!
But despite having reached hometown,
for another two days, I had yet to sit still. To complete/ conclude, the ritualistic
process of Saturn Retrograde. In 2012, I had reached few days prior to 100% Max
Retro began, and began partying, at Peak/Max Retro. Disrupting the ritualistic
process of contraction/ compression, highly necessary for all Saturn ruled like
myself. Especially, during 100 % Max Saturn Retro!!
It’s 2 am, on the laptop clock,
which I borrowed from my sister and am sleepily typing. Lying flat on my belly,
many times, falling asleep, but somehow pursuing the visceral, stubborn,
elasticity of Saturn Retro THRU its final peak of 100% + conclusion! Through
this time warp!
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27th April
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4’ 34”= 100.36 %
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+ 0.36 %
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Krishna-2= 86.6 %
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100.3 % + 86.6 % = 187%
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28th April
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4’ 33”= 100 %
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- 0.36 %
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Krishna-3= 80%
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100 % + 80% = 180 %
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29th April
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4’ 34”= 100.36 %
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+ 0.36 %
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Krishna-4= 73.3 %
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100.3 % + 73.3 %= 174
%
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30th April
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4’ 33”= 100 %
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- 0.36 %
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Krishna-5= 66.6 %
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100 % + 66.6 % = 167%
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1st May
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4’ 33”= 100 %
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0 %
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Krishna-6= 60 %
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100 % + 60 % = 160 %
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2nd May
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4’ 32”= 99.6 %
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- 0.4 %
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Krishna-7= 53.3 %
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99.6 % + 53.3 % = 153
%
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