68th day, Annual Saturn Retrograde
2013, 26th April, Friday. We are now today, in day 2 of 7, of 100 %,
Max, (4’ 33”), Saturn Retro velocity of 2013!! AND, we crossed yesterday’s Purnima/
full moon, of Chaitra Basant Navaratra ,and the Lunar eclipse at 1am midnight.
“Triple Dhamaka!!” as they would say in the ad world! As described in the earlier
post, yesterday
was a Twin Peak
We are now in Day 2 of 7 days of 100%/ MAX Saturn Retro velocity of
2013. Even though otherwise, we have crossed the Ultra Rajasic Basant Navaratra
Chaitra Poornima PLUS Lunar eclipse at 1am midnight, STILL due to Saturn Retro
Velocity being at 100% Max, still no discernible relief! Solar/ Rajasic/ Shakti
ruled people can still make the most of the 7 days of Max Saturn Retro
velocity, 25th April- 1st May. Of 100% Max, Saturn Retro velocity.
Today I feel, In-Between, stuck somewhere between the living and the
dead. Like a burnt out zombie. No brake, no accelerator. Just stuck in between..
heaven and hell. Like Trishanku. (Google his story). Somewhere, badly stuck.
But not yet, out of the desert. Why was I expecting, immediate relief after
fall from 100% Rajasic Poornima,
yesternight, 25th April. What about the eclipse, on the same day?
Anyways, today whole day has been a zombified day. Calcified. I was
checking journal from Retro 2012, previous year. I had begun celebrating, from
100 % Max Retro Saturn velocity itself. From Friday the 13th , April
’12, itself. Couldn’t wait. Forgot all about Saturn Retro. It was Bihu time in Assam ,
so suddenly full on! After such detailed journals, notes unto the last minute,
of detailed journal entry and comparison with previous retro years, everything,
STILL FORGOT!! Wherein, came such a incredible loss of consciousness?
ESPECIALLY, on the well plotted, well chronicled days of 100 % Max Retro!! A price which I have had to pay, till date!!
E$xpensive mistakes!! The dollar sign “$” got accidentally typed into the word
“expensive”. Remembering the words of animation flick, Kung Fu Panda: “...There
are no accidents...”! I’m finally, now, drained out, at the fag end of this
journey, this long Saturn Retrograde odyssey, of unraveling, un-becoming,
coming undone, of past almost three
months. With a sore taste in my mouth, today, on day 2, of 7 days of 100% Max!
Today, few “random events”, stray comments here and there, have caused me great
grief inside my heart. But I guess, there is NO ‘random events’ during Saturn
Retro, especially the GRID-lock of 100% Max, Saturn Retro. We Have to brace our
hearts and steel our nerves. And, LET GO, on a great magnitude. Surrender to
the extreme and acute Gravitas!! Instead of dancing like an utter fool, moronic
idiot, going berserk, wildly, and incomprehensively, celebrating spasmodically at
the Peak of 100% Max Saturn Retro. Where, there should have been solemn
gravitas befitting of a funeral, and I should have been, bitter, heavy, solemn,
I was instead, incomprehensibly in release, in exuberance, exaltation, and
spasms of brief ecstasy. Couldn’t I have waited few days more? Until Falling
Retro began??
Last few days I had been busy with dad-in- laws’ cystoscopy
procedure at Medicity. A follow up routine check. And today, we dropped him off
at Rohini, where his conference is scheduled. Suddenly, such a vaccum, void,
has stepped in. Suddenly today, I find myself in drained in sleep loss, drowning
in odd daytime naps, dehydration, depression, gravitas, I feel completely out
of phase! Such a Void/ vaccum at 100% max Saturn Retro. Such a thick gloom. Last
year, Retro 2012, I was busy comparing the contrast with Retro 2009, completely/
utterly forgetting what 100 % Max retro, was essentially all about! Especially, for a Saturn ruled person. About
restraint, gravitas, delay, solemnity, pressure, void, emptiness, etc. Such is
the ritualistic demand. The physical dimension of things. Demanded of us Saturnines,
during Saturn Retro. Especially, towards the peak of Max
Later,
Deepali Junjappa arrived, a friend from Mumbai college days, whom I’d last met
14 years earlier. Gutlu, I, Sangeeta, xelu woi, Niyorkona, gathered ad hoc on
our terrace. Gutlu, and Deepali were at their comic best, amking us laugh with their unique comdedy. It was a welcome respite of a breeze in this acute phase…
DATE
|
Saturn Retro
Velocity
|
Daily
Acceleration
|
Basant Navaratra
Chaitra Devi Pakshya
|
TOTAL IMPACT=
Retro Vel + Devi
Pakshya
|
11th April
|
4’ 14”= 93.0 %
|
Pratipad= 6.66 %
|
93 % + 6.6% = 99.6
%
|
|
12th April
|
4’ 16”= 93.7 %
|
+ 0.7 %
|
Dwitiya= 13.33 %
|
93.7 % + 13.3 % = 107 %
|
13th April
|
4’ 19”= 94.8 %
|
+ 1.1 %
|
Tritiya= 20 %
|
94.8 % + 20 % = 115 %
|
14th April
|
4’ 20”= 95.2 %
|
+ 0.4 %
|
Chaturthi= 26.6 %
|
95.2 % + 26.6 % = 121. 8 %
|
15th April
|
4’ 21”= 95.6 %
|
+ 0.4 %
|
Panchami= 33.3 %
|
95.6 % + 33.3 % = 128.9 %
|
16th April
|
4’ 24”= 96.7 %
|
+ 1.1 %
|
Sasthi= 40 %
|
96.7 % + 40 % = 136.7
%
|
17th April
|
4’ 25”= 97.0 %
|
+ 0.3 %
|
Saptamii= 46.6 %
|
97.0 % + 46.6 % = 143.6 %
|
18th April
|
4’ 26”= 97.4 %
|
+ 0.4 %
|
Ashtami= 53.3 %
|
97.4 % + 53.3 % = 150.7%
|
19th April
|
4’ 28”= 98.16 %
|
+ 0.7 %
|
Ashtami= 60 %
|
98.1 % + 60 % = 158.1%
|
20th April
|
4’ 30”= 98.9 %
|
+ 0.7 %
|
Navami= 66.6 %
|
98.9 % + 66.6 % = 165.5 %
|
21st April
|
4’ 30”= 98.9 %
|
0 %
|
Dashami= 73.3 %
|
98.9 % + 73.3 % = 172.2
|
22nd April
|
4’ 31”= 99.2 %
|
+ 0.3 %
|
Ekadashi= 80%
|
99.2 % + 80 % = 179. 2
|
23rd April
|
4’ 32”= 99.6 %
|
+ 0.4 %
|
Dvadashi= 86.6 %
|
99.6 % + 86.6 % = 186.2
|
24th April
|
4’ 32”= 99.6 %
|
0 %
|
Trayodashi/
Chaturdashi = 93.3%
|
99.6 % + 93.3% = 192.9
|
25th April
|
4’ 33”= 100 %
|
+ 0.4 %
|
Purnima= 100%
|
100 % + 100% = 200
%
|
26th April
|
4’ 33”= 100 %
|
0 %
|
Krishna-1= 93.3%
|
100 % + 93.3% = 193.3%
|
27th April
|
4’ 34”= 100.36 %
|
+ 0.36 %
|
Krishna-2= 86.6 %
|
100.3 % + 86.6 % = 187%
|
28th April
|
4’ 33”= 100 %
|
- 0.36 %
|
Krishna-3= 80%
|
100 % + 80% = 180 %
|
29th April
|
4’ 34”= 100.36 %
|
+ 0.36 %
|
Krishna-4= 73.3 %
|
100.3 % + 73.3 %= 174 %
|
30th April
|
4’ 33”= 100 %
|
- 0.36 %
|
Krishna-5= 66.6 %
|
100 % + 66.6 % = 167%
|
1st May
|
4’ 33”= 100 %
|
0 %
|
Krishna-6= 60 %
|
100 % + 60 % = 160 %
|
2nd May
|
4’ 32”= 99.6 %
|
- 0.4 %
|
Krishna-7= 53.3 %
|
99.6 % + 53.3 % = 153 %
|
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