1st Jun, Saturday, 2013. FROM Today begin s the 3
week period of Ultra Retro phase of Saturn Retrograde. Where the Force and acuteness of Saturn Retro boosts to 175% of
Max Saturn Retro! The volcanic sting in the tail phase. For me, the past 1 month period of so called Falling/
Reducing Retro, i.e, the month of May was severely marred by catastrophic
events galore. Wherein I was looking forward to relief, etc, because of the
prevailing 7 planet opposition DIRECTLY in the sign of Libra- Aries, where
Saturn Retrograde was directly occurring. Bringing the most horrifying events
to the fore.
NOW, that ULTRA RETRO has officialy commenced, I want to, I would
like to, UTILISE the massive RETROGRADE force of this phase and address LONG
PENDING CORE ISSUES. Repetitively.
Since quite some days now, I had been poring over my
journals from 2003, 2004, 2005. My marriage happened on 27th
November, 2005, and I made the great shift from Guwahati to Delhi, purely during Saturn Retro 2005. In
fact, one of the MAJOR events of life, namely marriage happened during Saturn Retrograde
itself. Now wonder then, that Seven Years down the line, I personally haven’t
been able to take things further, into
the next level. In fact, I’ve moved severely backwards, regressed severely,
these past Seven Years!!
In my journals of 2004, 2005, I was surprised to find that I
had been considerably looking forward to my pending shift from Guwahati to
Delhi. It feels unimaginable now that Guwahati Delhi shift was perceived move
forward. And maybe, COULD have been so! BUT, Alas, the shift, the giant leap
forward, the EXODUS happened DURING
Saturn Retro 2005- 06. When the Saturnine bow was being pulled back. And ever since, I have
always kept on falling back, regressing, retrograding into my hometown. It was an exodus, “giant leap forward” that
never happened! And I’ve been stuck in a RETRO-active/ regressive loop ever
since!
The past one month of Falling Retro, wherein I’ve come back to my hometown visit, because of some legal obligations, has definitely seen an EBBING from the normal contemplation, retrospection, prevailing during the past two and half months of Rising Retro. Hardly any retrospective, reflective, RETROACTIVE posts. Today, since Ultra Retro has commenced, I am posting again, “coincidentally” on the dot. About my failed “giant leap forward” of shifting from Guwahati to Delhi DURING Saturn Retro 2005. And have been falling backwards ever since. And this time, being in my hometown itself during Saturn Retrograde, I have been able to recapitulate, rewind, the layers of emotions which served as a priori before my “giant leap forward”, the utterly failed project of exodus to Delhi.
My experiences and actions don’t seem to make any sense,
except when you put the Saturn
Retrograde equation in place. THEN, everything makes perfect sense, the perfect
fallout of the Saturn Retrograde phenomenon. A time to fall backwards, regress,
move back, return, regress was erroneously used to move forwards. Hence the catastrophic, demonic, regressive
fallout, ever since! Till all
infinity and eternity!!
..unless, somehow counteracted it with an equivalent and
opposite correction…
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