Log 53: Bhadrapad Amavasya

 Today's Bhadrapad Krishna Amavasya. And in yet another random erratic impulse, I began browsing through this, my 3rd blog  around 11: 11 am, and only later realised 👇🏼👇🏼 that I was on some hidden schedule, especially with Amavasya. 

I browsed through all the posts, upto the First Post of this blog.. 👇🏼👇🏼

A tribute to my late Astro Guru, uncovered on this Amavasya, a day we tribute to our Pitras, ancestors, souls who are in the heavenly abode. 

Browsing through FIFTEEN years of Erratic posting on this, my third blog, brought to light some points.. 👇🏼👇🏼

✅ I had used this blog heavily for writing about Saturn Retrograde for at least three years/seasons.

✅ This blog was the most hidden, unpublished, unshared blog journey, MORE like an online journal, online Diary! 

✅ The nature of THIS blog was only, primarily to narrate about the turbulent, churning, cathartic journey of Energy Clearing. 

✅ ANY ATTEMPTS to divert from its stated, stipulated goal created UNBELIEVABLE Waves of Stormy Churning in my reality, life, and energy state!!! 🔥🔥🔥

✅ Unlike my other two individual astrology blogs dedicated to Saturn and Ketu in the 9th house, which I could share links, promote through Instagram/ Facebook Stories, etc, etc, to invite readership, this blog was not meant to be operated in the same way.. 

I can share such posts ONLY on Instagram Threads.. NO ONE reads them at all.. It's ironically a journal space.. Especially because of the length of my posts.. 

✅ Only correct way was to share testimonies ONLY about the turbulent, churning, cathartic journey of Energy Clearing. Anything else, brought wrath, and turbulence in the most unbelievable form!! 🔥🔥

✅ I had, over the 15 years, tried to change the name, format, goal definition, of this blog to other things. But always with disastrous energetic results. These effects  were, often slow to unfold, but ultimately made their disturbed effects highly visible,  INTOLERABLE. 

✅ The posts were having different Series names, but the Log, like a ships log, or online, diary log began from 25th November, 2015. 👇🏼👇🏼

So maybe I had to go and update the number and sequence ALL  Log POSTS  from that date 🔥🔥🔥 An overwhelming task, but let's see if I can. . 

12:07.. I MANAGED to number ALL POSTS in continuity from the original LOG series post!! Wheww 🤢🤢 This post is now numbered Log 53 ✅✅👏🏼👏🏼👏🏼👏🏼

Lastly.. 👇🏼👇🏼

✅ No need to publish, publicize, just post it, and exhale.. 🙏🏼🙏🏼

🙏🏼🌷🌷Om Pitravey Namah🌷🌷🙏🏼

Log 52: Homage to Moon Flux

I wrote the earlier post Moon Flux 01: The Experiment, a YEAR BACK, on April 2023. One year has gone by in a BLINK of an eye.. in a flash..

..SO MUCH happened, so many people passed away, in FLUX.. Moon Flux..

Today, I SUDDENLY discovered that Instagram allowed MORE than one link to be added in the Bio/Link.. SO I hastily uploaded all my three Blogs to my Insta profile.. before it was too late..

All the serpentine heavy texts, overloaded theories, of my blogs were ACCESSIBLE now. In a click. However NOT that was necessary to crawl, drown through those serpentine swamps, marshes, researches of.. SEVENTEEN YEARS OF BLOGGING.. since July 2007..

Because, After Covid I realised Life/ Death moves TOO fast. There's TOO MUCH Flux EVERYWHERE. And in this context, this post series Moon Flux has shown it's significance..

Yet ANOTHER of my classmates, batchmates, school mates, Rajiv Dutta passed away untimely, SUDDENLY in a heart stroke. Yet ANOTHER life life Suddenly slipped through one's fingers.. like sand.. like water..

So many lives gone during Covid, and after Covid.. so many of my friends passed away SUDDENLY.. so much FLUX..So many Gone Too Soon..the song by MJ is coming true.. (link below)

Gone Too Soon - Michael Jackson

Moon Flux series of posts was originally started for sharing personal narratives on the Moon. As astrologically, my Atmakaraka / Soul planet was the Moon. My Arudha Lagna is Cancer.. ruling planet Moon. My Jata Rashi is Cancer.. ruled by Moon. And recently, even in the Human Design, energy analysis, my Authority ruler is Sacral, or the Navel Chakra, whose ruler is the Moon..

Human Design Page

But NOW, one year later, in this second post I realised that the FLUX word of Moon Flux.. is MORE Significant.. especially in this post Covid world.. things are changing way too fast, and fluctuating..

Quoting W.B. Yeats again, for the second time.. (Poem: An Irish Airman Foresees His Death) ..

A lonely impulse of delight
Brought me to this tumult in the clouds..

..A World in a state of FLUX..

Epilogue: I was visiting my friends in Faridabad, with whom I stayed during Covid Lockdown. I found an action figure of a Marvel superhero.. the Moon Knight.. a sign/ sigil/ synchronicity to continue.. these Moon Flux posts..

..as long as I can..

Log 51: The Moon Flux Experiment

A lonely impulse of Delight
Brought me to this
Tumult in the Clouds
(An Irish Airman- W.B Yeats)

As a professional Vedic Astrologer Vastu Consultant of more than 12 years journey, I knew One Golden Rule..
No Doctor Should Treat Himself

So, a lonely impulse of Delight on a drunken night and a regular marathon discussion on Astrology with my childhood friend, brotherly guide, Sage Bending Bamboo... the astrological inspirer, biker, inventor, boat maker, naval designer, Pink Floyd initiator, visionary astrological researcher, Ravi Deka

http://www.akvotransiro.co.in

Led to an insight into my horoscope ..the 10th Lord Moon also Atmakaraka in seventh house directly aspecting my Lagna Lord Venus sitting in its own house Libra.
So in another lonely impulse of Delight we both set out to Sagar Publishers, Connaught Place, each one buying Kilograms of Rare astrological Books.. me the professional 1.5 kgs, and Ravi the visionary astrological researcher 3kgs!!

Weird moment was when the Scion of Sagar Publishers whose grandfather bought the rights to Cheiro himself an got him to the India, got his horoscope done by both of us. Weirder was he took Ravis number for future consultation.

Another Lonely impulse of Delight brought us explorers to the narrow Malivada lane in Chandni chowk behind Paratha Wale Gali to my Gemstones supplier of past fifteen years Rajesh Kumar ji, whose small shope was a virtual Alladin Cave of rarest and most DIVERSE range of gemstones.

And yet in Another Lonely impulse of Delight we bought some stones to crystallize our meandering journey...
Ravi brought the most delicate almost watery refractive Fire Opal that I ever laid my eyes upon to celebrate his Moon Venus conjunction..
And I bought a shimmering delicate almost ethereal Rainbow Moonstone gemstone pair, one for a ring and another for a pendant..

So sitting below this almost Full Moon on the terrace, this Devi Paksh, Rajasic Shakti Moon, Chaturdashi Moon in Uttarphalguni Nakshatra in a Another Lonely impulse of Delight..
I type this in my blue note writing app
..and upload/ post.. 🌛🌜🌚🌘🌗🌖🌕🌔🌓🌒🌑

Log 50: Irony of Energy Clearing

Significance of Energy Clearing:
Each one of us is born with pending karmic issues that we have to resolve in our current life. These pending issues manifests as problems in our life, ill health in our bodies, and blockages in our growth, etc.W
Methods of Energy Clearing helps us to resolve the deadlock of these pending karmic issues, and create space for growth and evolution.
The process of Energy Clearing involves working with pending energy issues buried within us. Working with these pending issues causes them to surface into our conscious reality before their energy can be released. Hence compared to more short term, surface level healing techniques Energy Clearing isn't that popular. But is definitely appreciated and followed for it's long term effects.
The karmic process by which Energy Clearing transforms pending energies possesses an ironic beauty, as I illustrate with my own personal experience below.

Personal experience of Energy Clearing:
In my astrological birth chart, I have got a karmic Ketu and dormant Mangal Dosha which indicates various underlying high voltage issues waiting to unfold.
However any normal human tendency would be to avoid the underlying reality of these high voltage issues and continue with an illusory state of apparent tranquility. Dreaming on, until the catastrophic event explodes in one's face.
But the uniqueness of Energy Clearing process enables this deadlock to be overcome and these issues to be converted into a more acceptable and manageable approach...

Let's say a magnitude of 10,00,000 Volts of dormant underlying energy is awaiting to explode in my life in 20 outbursts or events of 50,000 Volts each. Each event of 50,000 volts would create a shock value that would completely rupture all equilibrium for a long time period.
Energy Clearing enables this magnitude to be converted into a much more manageable, optimum instalments of smaller outbursts..
100 outbursts of 10,000 Volts each
1000 outbursts of 1000 Volts each
2000 outbursts of 500 volts each..

The last option.. 2000 outbursts of 500 volts each, a higher occurrence of outbursts, but of more manageable intensity of shocks would suit my lethargic energy type far better.
In fact, a further division of 4000 catastrophic events of 250 volts each would be more suitable for me.
For a person of a different energy type, the option of 100 outbursts of 10,000 Volts each would be preferred.
Options, which the process of Energy Clearing makes available to us, according to our specific body energy type.

Since, I have begun the process of Energy Clearing I've experienced the increased frequency of catastrophic issues..
But, by the virtue of their very INCREASE of occurrence.. their individual impact/ shock value has DECREASED.

Such is the ironic beauty of Energy Clearing, which can be only understood by experience. I offer my gratitude to the Divine, ironic beauty of Energy Clearing..

Log 49: Mathematics of Energy Clearing

Each one of us is born with pending karmic issues. Issues that we are poised to resolve and in our current life.
These pending issues are indicated by the unique planetary positions in our astrological birthchart. Methods of Energy Clearing helps us to resolve and Transform these unique pending issues into unique opportunities.
Energy Clearing often accelerates our growth opportunities by increasing the frequency of the jolts, shocks, and detriments. What?? How???
Let me illustrate...

Energy Transformation process:
In my astrological birth chart, I have got a very debilitated and uniquelychallenging Ketu position. This Ketu Dosha offers me the choice of haphazard, rhizomatic growth through jolts and turbulence or to remain collosally frozen in great stagnation of tranquil, ordered structures.
This Ketu position indicates that I have to experience growth only after experiencing the potential dormant 10,000 units of pending jolts, and shocks.
This 10,000 units of HIGH Voltage can manifest in different formats..
10 installments of 1000 units,
100 installments of 100 units, or..
1000 installments of 10 units.
Personally, being of a hypersensitive constitution, I would personally always choose the last option..
1000 installments of 10 units.
A higher frequency of jolts, but with a much more manageable reduced potential of each singular jolt.
.....
IN FACT, given a choice, I would choose 2000 installments of 5 units each, or even 3000 instalments of 3.3 units. If given a Choice!! BUT that choice HAS been available through the process of Energy Clearing..
Since, I have begun the process of Energy Clearing I've often noticed about the increased frequency of knocking, shaking, rattling jolts.
But, because of their very INCREASE of frequency, their individual impact/ voltage/ shock value has considerably DECREASED.
They come, rattle me, tattle me, shock me, but they SOON pass.
In case of health, I am having increased frequencies of afflictions but of more transient, afflictions.
And, the more I'm able to avoid the glamorous allure of authoritative prestige, bronzed cowboy "solidness", more the rhizomatic opportunities arise on their own.
Parallely, Energy Clearing also create windows of opportunity for me to service other people who are are suffering in those areas. And earn karmic blessings.
Often, a lot of out of the way turbulence gets thrown your way, but they further the mathematical process of Energy Clearing...
Cheers and Gratitude to the Divine!

Log 48: Nightmares and Dreamscapes

The title of today's post has been inspired by one of my favourite Stephen King books, Nightmares and Dreamscapes, an anthology of short stories, very different from his usual horror novels. In this book, there are both horrific stories and quite a number of fantasy stories with positive endings. And the apt title of the book expresses a vital aspect of the process of energy clearing, healing.

One cannot reach one's ideal Dreamscapes, without crawling through the mandatory Nightmarish expurgation of one's pending karmic issues. This is a crucial aspect of the Energy Clearing process, that most completely fail to mention. No clearing, healing process can progress without us having to crawl through the nightmare-scapes of our inner demons, and our preloaded karmic mines within ourselves. And that, without wading through our Nightmares, we can never reach for our Dreamscapes.

I am reminded of my favourite movie Shawshank Redemption, in which Tim Robbins, a prisoner escapes from prison, and crawls through many football field lengths of wastage latrine pipes to reach his freedom, a Dreamscape of a turquoise blue seaside. It vividly expresses the journey of Energy Clearing, where, one cannot reach one's turquoise blue seaside Dreamscape, without crawling through the Mandatory football field lengths of pending karmic issues and ghoulish Nightmares.
As we purge, we progress...

Log 47: Underlying Energy Patterns

After 9 months down this unfolding journey of Energy Clearing, under the guidance of my healing guide Dipankar Roy Karmakar, today I want to discuss about underlying Energy Patterns within ourselves. As I have mentioned in my previous posts, the journey of Energy Clearing has two aspects to it: the first aspect is dealing with various Doshas (Energy imbalances) in our body, to reorient and repair them, and
restore balance and relief within ourselves. And, the second aspect is that of Energy Patterns, within ourselves. But the aspect of negative patterns of energy clearing, is a far more subtle, deep, yet powerful and long reaching, aspect of Energy lying inside of us.

Energy imbalances, i.e, Doshas are more visible, dynamic, and, on the surface. But, Energy Patterns are almost invisible, and is detected only after in-depth analysis, by an experienced energy healer. Hidden Energy Patterns within ourselves, have the capability of swallowing, and superseding all other minor energy events, energy dynamics, into it's vast and oceanic grasp. As mentioned many times before, both Doshas, and Energy patterns occur in ourselves due to various karmic entanglements of this life and before. But whereas the imbalances of Doshas can be more easily dealt with, the effects of negative Energy Patterns require a far more subtle, and in depth approach.

In my parallel journey of Vedic astrology, I have been more than familiar with various patterns, and cycles arising due to various planetary combinations in one's horoscope. And, have effectively used various strategies to deal with them. Like, in those cases with Mars related Doshas, which bring major accidents, can be effectively regulated by therapies which convert the imbalance into
installments of frequently occurring minor accidents, cuts, bruises, instead of one singular devastating and debilitating, mega catastrophe. In hte case of Saturn related Doshas, the energy imbalance can be be be regulated by empowering the Sun, and donations and offerings related to Shanidev. Jupiter issues can be dealt with by empowering Venus, or Mercury more, etc. However, from the aspect of Energy Clearing, negative energy patterns are far more deep sated, and arise due to a complicated sum total of the many planetary combinations, existent in our horoscope. And the calculations, are not only lengthy, complicated, and humongous in scale, but also, the dynamics often run contrary to the usual principles of astrology. Such deep seated energy patterns, can however be, uncovered by the intuition of those, who have the blessings of divine clairvoyance. And see our energy state for what it is.

In this Indian subcontinent, many people are familiar with encounters with saints, clairvoyants, seers, sages, spiritual people blessed with divine grace ( the genuine ones, and not the charlatans, false god men, crooks), who, without any horoscope, or knowledge, can divine truths about the person. And, if followed earnestly, give long lasting effects throughout the lifespan of the person. Such in-depth divination, come as a blessing of universal grace, and from the divine ability and insight to detect, and comprehend the hidden worlds of Energy Patterns lying within each person. The dynamics and laws of designs, hidden machinery upon which our lives revolve and run upon.

In my own healing journey, my guide Dipankar, helped me uncover a deep seated, hidden negative Energy pattern within myself, whose powerful effects superseded all my Doshas, Gunas, vices and virtues. A negative Energy pattern, which has prevailed, and flourished throughout my entire life. But, completely overlooked and undetected, because of it's very familiarity and obviousness. Exactly like the hidden letter in the story, The Purloined Letter, by my favourite writer Edgar Allan Poe. Wherein, the much sought for Purloined letter is kept in the most obvious place, but because of it's obviousness, remained completely undetected by all.

This highly negative pattern of mine, is somehow mysteriously connected with hidden Manglik Dosh, and partial Kalsarp Dosh. It manifest itself in the most bizarre manner. Where it sees me free fall into a cocoon of cosy, sluggish, complacency. A default setting of the mind, where at the drop of a hat, it rapidly sinks into a stupor of sluggish, frozen, fossilization. A bizarre Comfort Zone of fossilized inertia, in the most weirdest of circumstances, the most unlikely of scenarios. A wave of vast lethargy and comatose coziness, rapidly spreads through my bloodstream and I rapidly freeze into a fossilized rock, suspended in time. And this highly negative pattern of mine is accelerated by my own primal attraction, primal lust, primal desire, craving and longing for the cosy, Comfort Zone of stagnation. My ultimate honey trap, my secret lust, my deepest forbidden desire. The irresistible lure of stagnation and complacecny is my  personal karmic curse and  my most destructive hidden, underlying, Energy pattern!!

And, facilitated by my by guide Dipankar, I have gradually begun to understand the equivalent Reverse pattern of this underlying negative energy. The only way to counterbalance this negative pattern of cosy, comfortable, stagnation, is NOT by forceful, artificial movement (which anyways rapidly fades away), BUT, by the process of turbulence, knocking, shaking, turbulence, upheaval, voltage fluctuation, jaw shaking rattling. High voltage energy, to shake me, out of my frozen stupor, uproot me out of my fosslizing inertia. ONLY this voltage fluctuation, this turbulence, has the power to shatter the stranglehold of entanglement and entrapment, and break down the bondage of fossilized energies, and release the energies required for movement, development, and progress.

Thanks to this journey of Energy Clearing, I have begun to perceive strangulating force of this negative Energy pattern inside of me. And, instead of shunning the reverse , equivalent pattern, necessary for my release, have begun to repeatedly remind myself, that these turbulent waves of knocking, shaking, rattling and voltage fluctuation coming my way, are actually the agents of change, the harbingers of karmic release, relief, movement, and progress.

Log 46: Window of clearing till 15th May

This post is a continuation from my post on Saturn Retro 2015 in my Saturnine blog: Saturn Retro-2015-18: Suns-transit-thru-Aries-part 2, wherein I was talking about the Sun's monthly transit through Aries amplifying the current ongoing Solar energies of Saturn Retrograde by at least 200%. However, the additional mention from my energy healing guide Dipankar-Roy-Karmakar announcing this period as a special window for energy clearing for ALL people, whether they be Sun, Mars, Saturn, Jupiter, etc, etc, especially uptil the 15th of May. So I've decided to dedicate a separate post in this, my Energy Clearing blog, on this special period.
Broad widespread effects
Dipankar had earlier told me that the astrological quality year's Saturn Retrograde's was different from previous years. Because the Churning process usually experienced only by the Saturn ruled during this period, had universal implications for all people. He explained, it was because of the overall ongoing transition, upliftment of consciousness of the human race at large. Evolutionary changes and energy changes that were going to affect the consciousness and attitude of humanity as a whole. And, that this period until 15th May, was like a window for last minute induction, commencement of a long pending spiritual journey for many.

He also said, that the churning of these current few days, was like the reaction, knocking shaking, one experiences when one is injected with a powerful antibody in one's system. In previous posts, I have repeated many times, that only through mandatory knocking, shaking, rattling, can the process of Energy Clearing/ evolution take place. Hence the extreme body heat, dehydration that I'm going through in this peak Delhi summer. The dehydration has completely knocked my brain off track. Moreover, tomorrow we go to Saket Court for appearing for the case of theft that had happened in our home/ office by our office boy. That too, in this dehydrated state. But, such is scheduled by the cosmos for me, now. Hence, nothing to do but flow along..
( to be contd...)

Log 45: Chain Reaction of Energy Clearing

This post I have to write twice, both here in Energy Clearing and Saturn and Jupiter blog. Last few days because of my current challenging planetary transit of Saturn Retrograde in Scorpio I had been consulting my energy guide Dipankar for various challenges that i was facing. And especially about about some knocking, shaking that began from Thursday evening. Dipankar tolde me amongst other things, specifically about some dana karma related to Ketu and Saturn to be done on Saturday. But I expressed my reservations about that, as I have a long history of Ketu daan already, and also Saturn was beneficisl planet for me, so I feared doing any Dana karmas to lose his effects upon me. We left it that. However, the events that followed after 24 hrs of my putting the question immediately showed me, that for some people who are adequately responsive, healing journeys are facilitated faster the speed of one's own slow moving lethargic perceptions and cognition...

Soon, after my conversation, situations developed, and I was knocked from Munirka, to SDA, and then finally landed up at my friend Kareem's bookstore at Nehru Place. His wife and son was there, and they were staying over at her dad's place. One thing led to another, and I found myself setting forward to their residence at Tulip apartments, at Levan, Sonepat, Haryana . On the way I crossed a giant Sri Siddh Shani Mandir, on the GT Karnal Road., which I have crossed many times while going outside of Delhi on Holidays. But never found the time nor intersection to vsist it. When one crosses it from below on the car, it's like a towering temple that looms above you. It reminds of a giant temple hill which I have been seeing in my dreams since last 22 years.
After reaching Kareems place at Tulip Grand apartments, I tried to show him my film After Paris but the Pen drive didn't load on the usb socket of the DVD, so we decided to see DVD movies. And amongst his DVD's was the film Magus, which was based on John Fowles novel of the same name. In the movie, Michael Caine is a school teacher on a greek island whom a mysterious neighbor called Conchis, played by Anthony Quinn, pulls into a surreal and complex game. Much like another of my ever favourite movies The_Game_ starring Michael Douglas. In both the movies, the protagonist is drawn into a complex game that supersedes reality and at the end of which is unfolded by revelation and insight. In both the movies, the protagonists gets insights, understanding, wisdom but at the astronomical Cost/ Price of knowledge which is usually connected to the journey of energy healing and spiritual growth. And by cost/ price I don't mean dollars or Euros, but the high voltage turbulent and tumultuous currency of knocking and shaking!!
Early morning, Kareem made tea at 5:30 am, and from his balcony I saw the looming, giant, goliathan flag of OP Jindal Global university. The owner Naveen Jindal was known for his giant flags in all his ventures, especially afetr his 7 year long court case with government resulting in the (Click Link): Naveen Jindal amended-flag-code. But this flag was something elses, especially shimmering in the grey haze of pre dawn. Like the wing of a massive flying reptile. Suddenly, it struck me that Flag is the symbol of Ketu. And always previously I could NEVER relate ketu with simple flags. But this Giant, goliathan, levaithan looming far above us, shimmering in the wind, looking like the wing of a giant wingspan, myabe of mythological Jatayu or Garuda. (Ketu was related with flying, aviation, and NOt Rahu as is usually mistaken for). The shaking/ tremoprs that I felt inspired great desire in me to fulfil all the daana karma previously suggested by Dipankar.

Later while returning, I went to the Giant looming, towering Sri Siddh Shani Mandir, and poured oil without any doubt. because his oil daan was one of reverence, awe, and deep mystification at this towering presence similar to my temple hill dreams of past 22 years or more. Later I fet handicapped people, beggars, children who were conveniently located around this lone, towering,  temple by the GT Karnal Highway.
I asked Kareem to drop me on the way at GK2, but he said to accompany him for tea at Nehru place. gfinally when I returned, I drooped by the Bhairav Temple, gave oil to Shanidev, and Sringar to Mahakali. Being Saturday today, there was a huge line ahead of me, but the oil pouring idol of Shanidev was separate, and because i had to give black clothe to Ketu (as is mostly practiced in North India, in contrast to the grey one we give in the East), but Ketu idol had No queue. On the way, on handicapped guy smiled at me from his vehicle, and i had opportunity to offer him some of my personal favorite Jim Jam biscuits. By the time I reached, and bathed and breakfast it was hardly 11am on Saturday morning. But the end of a long, elaborate, energy healing odyssey facilitated by the divine grace of Cosmic energy and blessings of Mother Kali.

BY THE TIME I update this post, the news was out: (Click link): news/world/2015/04/25/-7.5 magnitude earthquake, a 7.5 magnitude earthquake had begun in Kathmandu, then Bengal, Orissa, Bihar, Delhi, Dwarka, and so forth!! What I felt was my own solitary experience of knocking shaking for me has unfolded into a journey which was synced with the 7.5 magntiude earthquake sweeping across the nation. After my intense conversation with Dipankar, for the past 24 hrs, I was set off on a unraveling  journey. One which synced with with the mysterious energies of Ketu who governs earthquakes and volcanoes..Like some animals and birds, for once i was in sync with planet earth...

Log 44: Transformation through obstacles

Today, on facebook, my Energy healing guide Dipankar Roy Karmakar uploaded a post Understanding Life 22-04-2015 on the journey of Energy clearing and healing. Amongst many other aspects of this journey, he talks about obstacles, detriments as a key and integral partr of the process of evolution. His favourite dialogue to me is "You can't expect to progress/ evolve sitting in the comfort of an a/c room. Tapas has to be there". His post came up at a time when I was thinking about a lot of things around, which were causing me strain and stress, as I'm going through my annual cathartic, cleansing period of Saturn Retrograde. And his post has urged me to share my personal thoughts and experiences of detriments and obstacles in their role of my personal evolution.

Each one of us is born with pending karmic issues and debts that we are poised to resolved and repay in our current life existence. These pending debts can be indicated by interpreting the various planetary positions in our astrological birthchart. Energy Clearing helps us to work upon and finally Transform our personal energy. Energy Clearing gives us an window of opportunity for honoring this karmic debts, and then on, progressing on our personal evolution. In fact, more frequent the jolts, shocks, and detriments, it's far better! Why?? Let me illustrate...

Energy Transformation process: Blessings in Disguise
In my astrological birth chart, beyond the impact of all other planets I have got a very debilitated and challenging Ketu position in my chart. This Ketu position directly indicates, the hurt, and damage that I have caused in a previous incarnation. And say, 10,000 units of jolts, shocks and upheavals are owed to me by the universe, as just desserts for my own past misdeeds. I can repay it in 10 installments of 1000 units, 100 installments of 100 units, or 1000 installments of 10 units. Personally, being of frail nerves and a sensitive constitution, I would personally always choose the last option.. 1000 installments of 10 units. Much more regular frequency of occurrence, but of much less reduced shocking magnitude. IN FACT, given a choice, I would choose 2000 installments of 5 units each, or even 3000 instalments of 3.3 units. If given a Choice!! BUT that exact choice HAS been given to me!
Since, I have begun the process of energy Clearing under the guidance of Dipankar, many times I've often complained to him about that the frequency of knocking, shaking, rattling increasing! But, what I have forgotten is THAT, because of their very INCREASE of frequency, their individual impact/ voltage/ shock value has considerably gone down. They come, rattle me, tattle me, shock me, but they SOON pass. In case of personall emotions, I've being hurt MORE times, but people are strangely becoming lesser and lesser in importance. In case of health, I am having increased frequencies of afflictions around the areas (especially throat area) as Dipankar had predicted four months back, but strangely they soon pass. And also windows of opportunity ARE being magically created for me to service other people who are are suffering in those areas. And earn karmic blessings. Many people are actually going out their way, causing me needless hurt, and taking on my long legacy of rotten, festering karmas (ugh! the stink)...

Beyond the narrow confines of my Ego, my half wit intelligence, my pathetic expectations, my brain blocked perceptions, the blessings of Divine mother has blessed me with a Energy Clearing plan, that I am being able to handle, and cope, and perceive...
Gratitude! Gratitude!.... and even more Gratitude!