Showing posts with label Karmic Unraveling logs. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Karmic Unraveling logs. Show all posts

Saturday, March 15, 2014

Log 27: bizzare multilayered events

I had always wanted to blog fast. Put down thoughts without thinking much. And after the previous post, Log 26: Journey of Karmic Unraveling, I think I can begin to do that. Somehow after the previous post I feel that, the more rapidly, that I expunge pending latent Karmic thoughts, especially in this annual 4.5 month long Saturn retrograde 2014, from 4th march to 21st July, more freedom it might bring me later on, when Saturn turns directional later. The process happens while I note down my thoughts, unraveling my inner karmic thoughts, different strands of observations etc.

Today, my wife got a Google Nexus 5, phone. Her earlier blackberry was dying out after merely two years of us. I remember, my own complaining post "crawl 02: caveman in future shock" after purchasing the most basic model of on my Samsung Galaxy, Star Pro android phone. I was cribbing so much then, but now with these basic features are working quite great guns for me. Lot of technoiphobic karma burnt out, especially in the overlayered event yesternight.

Bizzare multilayered events/ synchroncities...
Yesternight,  I had my first counselling session over Whats app. My friend Nandini was counselling me OVER whats app from U.S, while i was counselling a tearful, drunk, friend back home over the phone over NOT to  return to his ex girfriend, while simultaneous messaging replies on facebook to my astro group Adima Astro Zoo. Talk about technological adaptation, progress, since my cribbing post, then. And friend Nandini's karmic counselling was highly potent, I could feel blocks getting removed within me, because immediately, strangely, on neighboring foreigner girl (for the lack of a better word) strayed into our compound at 1:10 am dead of night screaming shouting as her dog was being attacked by our neighborhood stray dogs. Her brother had come to rescue, but no avail. Ultimately, I went down to help, and escorted her home, saving the day, becoming a hero at dead night, while simultaneously talking to my friend on the phone, continuing to counsel him. And later reverted to my counselor, Nandini on Whats app. All this while, my wife was playing Mahjong full on , at late night. To understand our recent mahjong fever significance,  read this post: Karmic Unravelling compared to Mahjong! Nandini was too zapped by all these layers, and ended up calling me.
Such richness of events, alters, miraculous coincidences happening all at once. Today morning, when I saw the picture on Mishti's facebook page, as described in detail in the previous post, it kind of made wondrous sense, retroactively. "You think you know What youre looking for.." up and until it actually finds you/ happens to you. Somehow a lot karmic layers were getting unraveled all at once.  WHAT has CHANGED is that instead of trying to be OBJECTIVE/ STRUCTURAL in my blogging narrative, I've changed tracks into the process/ journey/ events/ experiences/ BECOMINGS of the karmic unravelling process and it's many serpentine, multi layered threads, fabrics, designs, etc etc. This contnuous blogging on the go, expresses the superconductivity karmic unravelling process, even though currently not android enabled, helps give a much better picture of karmic reality/ synchronicity  in action. A dynamic living video shot, instead of a well framed structural photograph representing / DEAD / fossilzed/ Harrumphing conceptual theoretical narrative. 

Cheers to the Karmic unravelling process. Have a great weekend!

Log 26: journey of Karmic unraveling

Today while on Facebook, I was invited by our friend Mishti's  to like page Inner Katha Interventions. While browsing through her page, I found this haunting picture below on her wall.


This picture brought to light an issue that I had been since long festering within my self. The inner conflict of Being v.s. Becoming, Object v.s. Process, within me. In all my blogs, writings, posts, it's deconstruction, processes of becoming, that I preach and harp about, BUT yet within myself I have this huge fetish for Objects/ Objectivity/ Things/ Banners/ Labels/ Logos/ Structures/ Hierarchies, inside me. Yet, all the stuff that's been worth sharing so far, have been always been all about Events/ happenings/ experiences, and residues, by-products of an ongoing processes of karmic unraveling.

This picture on Mishti's facebook page, suddenly seemed to provide the breakthrough. I have been on a journey, a process of unraveling self discovery since long I can remember. And as far as my estimate goes, will continue to be on this journey, this highway of unraveling self discovery. By virtue of my being on this karmic journey, experiences would happen to me, insights would come to me, Objects would find me, and NOT the other way around. Hence objectively trying to search "things", define an open ended process has always invited a lacking, a failure, an  irritating itchiness within. All I should do, is pray attention, tribute and acknowledgement to this ongoing process of slef unraveling, karmic unraveling. Rest would come on it's own, on their own steam.

Same like, how this picture randomly.. found me!